College

What if I don't get into the college that I want to get into?

What if I don't end up liking college?

What if I don't make any friends?

What if it isn't as exciting as I thought it would be?

How am I supposed to know what do once college is over?

I don't want to grow up, I just want to stay this age forever. There are so many things out in the world that are too scary for me, yet they excite me beyond belief. I guess I'll just have to wait it out, there isn't really much else to do now. I want to spend all the time I can with my friends that I won't see and with the things that I won't be able to do. I feel like I am not old enough to be where I am. I still feel like I am a little 13 year old girl that still needs her mom to answer all of her questions, but that is not the case anymore. I am 18. I am legally considered an adult. I could legally live on my own, by myself ..I think that my life is going to by too fast.