Love that leaves

Where do you go with your broken heart in tow
What do you do with the left over you
And how do you know, when to let go
Where does the good go, where does the good go
Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and unbreak broken, it won't happen
It's love that leaves and breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
Real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go
Where does the good go
Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down
What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down
Where does the good go, where does the good go

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AHHHHHHH!

That's how feel right now.

Necessary

I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me
It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long

Amazing shirt!

AMAZING!

College

What if I don't get into the college that I want to get into?

What if I don't end up liking college?

What if I don't make any friends?

What if it isn't as exciting as I thought it would be?

How am I supposed to know what do once college is over?

I don't want to grow up, I just want to stay this age forever. There are so many things out in the world that are too scary for me, yet they excite me beyond belief. I guess I'll just have to wait it out, there isn't really much else to do now. I want to spend all the time I can with my friends that I won't see and with the things that I won't be able to do. I feel like I am not old enough to be where I am. I still feel like I am a little 13 year old girl that still needs her mom to answer all of her questions, but that is not the case anymore. I am 18. I am legally considered an adult. I could legally live on my own, by myself ..I think that my life is going to by too fast.

Just love it

I get up in the evening, and I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning, I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired, man I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby, I could use just a little help

You cant start a fire, you cant start a fire without a spark
This guns for hire even if were just dancing in the dark

Message keeps getting clearer, radios on and I'm moving round the place
I check myself out in the mirror I wanna change my clothes my hair my face
Man I ain't getting nowhere just sitting in a dump like this
Theres something happening somewhere baby I just know that there is

You cant start a fire...

You sit around getting older theres a joke here somewhere and its on me
Ill shake this world off my shoulders come baby this laughs on me

Stay on the streets of this town and they'll be carving you up alright
They say you got to stay hungry hey baby I'm just about starving tonight
I'm dying for some action I'm sick of sitting round here trying to write
This book
I need a love reaction come on now baby give me just one look

You cant start a fire..

Something

I honestly just want to go back to bed today, but I guess that's true for everyday that I go to school. I obviously like going to school to see the people I know but if I had the choice of being here or being at home still in bed maybe watching tv or listening to music, I would give money to be able to choose that.

On other news:
-I am wearing my highlight yellow shirt which stands out like fuck!
-I have a Mt. Dew which I have yet to drink.
-I only have to work for 4 hours tonight.
-I have to take a math quiz at the end of the day today =(
-I had sushi for dinner last night.
-And I am more excited then I have ever been to crawl into bed tonight.

That's all I have to say for now Y'all.