I gave up long before

It must be something in the way you move

innocent like you gave in just like you always would

It must be something in the way they say

and the magic that you bring inbetween all you imply

this is me before I come undone

this is me before I fall apart

I've been tired for days and days

I've been tired for days and days

It could have been a month or

It could have been a year but I

I gave up long before

long before you cared

her art inspired me to

to do my best and to paint my music like

like I saw it best and

she says I grew up well

well, well I grew up strong cause

no one's got my back

no one's gonna write me my songs

It could have been a month or

It could have been a year but I

I gave up long before

cause I've been tired for days and days

I've been tired for days and days and days

I've been tired for days and days and days

I've been tired for days and days and days

I've been tired for days and days and days

My heart is crazy

Little by little by little by little by little
Little by little by little by little by little
Youre messing up my life
Tearing me apart
Breaking up my world
And Im giving up my heart
Little by little by little by little
Im losing all my prideIts really getting bad
Hurting deep inside
Is a-making me go mad, ooh
Little by little by little by little
Little by littleBit by bit
Im going crazy and youre causing it
Little by littleBit by bit
I should stop caring
But my love wont quit
Little by little by little by little by little, yeah
Little by little by little by little by little, all right
I dont know where to turn
Dont know what to doIm walking on thin ice
And it seems Im falling through, ooh
Little by little by little by little
Little by littleBit by bit
Im going crazy and youre causing it
Little by little
Bit by bitI should stop caring
But my love wont quit
Im the queen of fools
Know the deck is stacked
On a losing streak
But Im a-gonna get you back
Little by little by little by little

Ready for me

I want to go back to the nights

Where nothing seemed to matter

And everything just felt okay.

I need to be around people

I can't be alone because I think.

I think way too much ....

And I hate thinking.

And I do enjoy Skillet a lot

I haven't listened to anything else lately.

Oh and btw. I'm over it

Slash it's the fact that I'm done trying to figure it out

I spent much too long trying to figure out ..umm nothing.

Hey ..I'm bored also.

I want to find some good lyrics to put in here

Oh and ps ..I still don't know where I want to go for college!

I'm really debating MMC and CCNY.

It's pretty much the hardest decision of my life.

Ugh. I will see what happens later I guess.

Oh and more exciting news!

On March 25th I'm going to see Ingrid Michaelson and Joshua Radin

On April 22nd I'm seeing Sarah Bareilles and Rachel Yamagata

And on May 12th I'm seeing Tegan and Sara =)

Yay life.



"There's a war inside of me

Do I cause new heartbreak to write a new broken song

Do I push it down or let it run me right into the ground

I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me

Well I can't stop talking for fear of listening to unwelcome sound

And you haven't called me in weeks and honestly it's bringing me down

I feel like I wouldn't like me if I met me

I feel like you wouldn't like me if you met me

And don't you worry there's still time

There's nothing to live for when I'm sleeping alone

And I wash the windows outside in hopes that the glare will bring you around

Sunshine is days away I won't be saved I know all the words

I can't say that I'll love you forever

I won't say that I'll love you forever"